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Tuesday, February 04, 2003
 
Creature of Habit

For some reason or another, every time I come home (for break) I often get sick. Well, I usually am in the process of getting sick in the exhaustive push leading up to break and then whamo, it hits hard. Now I have a miserable sore throat and unpacking and making trips to Good Will are sheepishly haunting my to-do list. My father and I are on a reduce kick lately. The theme of overwhelming, over-burdened, over-consuming, "stuff" addicts seems to be everywhere these days. I am dumping everything that has been left in my room and untouched since before college. Dumping my old desk. Donating every outfit that hasn't been worn since the nineties. It's a good feeling, I just wish I was up to this project. I think I've mentioned this before, but my sister and I swapped bedrooms when I left for college. Anyway, since I've been spending non-college seasons in New York, I never properly moved into my new crib - this is where the cleaning out / settling in comes in. Blah, but I am sick and have nothing to say.

Much less going on here compared to other places I've called home in the past four years. This is where the adjusting comes in.